We’re happy to see you here! And never fear, you aren’t the only one (though many people prefer to DIY rather than comment in the forum, which is fine!).
I think what you said about “struggling to be creative enough” is something a lot of people can relate to. Though to me that implies that we should be expected to think our way into solutions, when that’s usually not possible! It takes getting outside of ourselves and experimenting to find solutions, which is what you’ve done by being here! 🙂